Thoughts Within

You know how hard it is to live far away from your loved ones. For most it is a choice but for others it is a compulsion and when this compulsion takes over it makes your life very difficult. Being away from my family at an early age, I have learnt to live life the hard way. At the age when most of the kids be at home, the compulsion took over me and I went to start the journey far away from my home and with complete strangers. Those strangers at this stage of my life are the ones whom I meet sometimes and cherish the moment spent back in those days. When you think you are in control of the situation, the game changes and you need to quickly adapt to it.

As a part of the human nature, we interact with so many people in our life time, some we remember and the rest just go by. You tend to make good friends and slowly a bonding is formed. It is not always that the bonding formed may be between the same genders, the opposite is also possible. But the society in which we live feels that this bonding between the opposite sexes is not correct.

It has been a long time since I wrote and during this period I have had many experiences in life. Be it from the corporate point of view or the personal life. It has almost been 11 months in the corporate life and I have learned many things. But slowly the work is becoming a daily routine thing, wake up in the morning, get ready for office, go to the office, return back from office, you are tired, you don’t feel like doing anything and hence either you end up watching movies or just sleep. It’s not that I have not tried new things. I have started to sing songs using Smule app, I have started my own YouTube channel but till date only have 3 videos in it. Although I start these things I am not able to continue this for a longer period of time, I may believe that I don’t have enough time for these things because of the busy schedule of office. But this may not be the case. As everyone only gets 24 hours in a day and have to use it wisely.

Within this period I got a chance to visit many places which I hadn’t earlier. I went to Ladakh for 15 days, some part of me was enjoying the beauty of the mountains, the flowing river, the twists and turns of the road, the whole new experience of being there but the other deeper part of me was lost somewhere. It was in the thoughts of the other person with whom I have formed this bonding for the past few years. The feeling can’t be described in words but can only be expressed.

There are multiple thoughts running on my mind about what to do with life, how to take things forward, remembering the old days and the beautiful moments of life. Now the times have changed, the place have changed, the people have changed but the determination to try something new have still not changed and I believe that this determination will lead me to somewhere where there is peace of mind and soul. The rest of the things will share with you all in the next blogs and I will not let any excuse come in between as I had said we all have same time but successful are the one who utilizes it wisely. Stay happy, stay focused.